Thoughts While Re-reading: To All the Boys I’ve Loved Before and P.S. I Still Love You


Hey there ✨

If you didn’t know, I’m a huge fan of the To All The Boys I’ve Loved Before Series. It’s one of my most favorite books, I’m in love with Jenny Han’s writing, and Lara Jean is my spirit animal. And since the last book in the series, Always and Forever Lara Jean, is going to come out on May 2—I decided to re-read the first two books.

So today, I’m going to share my thoughts while re-reading these two books, it’s not going to be a formal review but something less like that. Warning though, there might be some spoilers, especially with the second book but I’ll be sure to indicate if there will be a spoiler ahead. I’m not going into great detail about what the book is about, so if you haven’t read them yet I think it’s better to find some formal reviews about it instead.

Grab some cookies or cut a piece of cake and let’s get started,


This was my third time reading this book, I re-read it before the 2nd book came out, so I thought that it won’t have the same effect on me or that I’ll love it less. Well, I was surprised that I forgot a lot of scenes that happened here. It was like revisiting a familiar place you forgot about but then memories came flooding in and you remember everything.

Here’s some of my notes while re-reading:

  • I forgot how good Jenny Han’s writing is! It’s wonderful and easy to read that will make you devour each page.
  • Lara Jean’s baked goodies made me so hungry. I was craving for cookies, cake, and the smell of sugar and butter by the end of it.
  • I LOVE THE SONG SISTERS SO MUCH. Re-reading made me appreciate them a lot more, the whole family dynamics is one of the best I’ve ever read in YA.
  • I couldn’t stop thinking about how Brandon Flynn would be the perfect Peter???

  • This is my third time reading this but I still found myself highlighting new quotes and lines, like wow this book is so quotable.
  • I loved how detailed Lara Jean’s outfits were from her hairstyle to the shoes and Kitty’s comments about them were hilarious.
  • Lara Jean could be a Tumblr girl or a lifestyle and beauty youtuber OMG.
  • I actually cried this time during the scene with Lara Jean and Margot, it felt so real and pure and just sisterly love.
  • I have read about Kitty getting a dog for three time already and I still have no dog. My life sucks.
  • THE ENDING WAS SUCH A CLIFFHANGER WTH. I swear, I would have been so mad if I didn’t knew that there will be a next book?!! How could you just cut it off like that???
  • I still don’t get all the hate Lara Jean’s character is getting for being annoying and immature? Like seriously, SHE’S SIXTEEN. HOW MATURE WERE YOU AT THE AGE? STOP WHINING PLS.
  • Why Lara Jean is my spirit animal: she’s the girl I always wanted to be artsy, crafty, loves to bake, etc; she loves reading and staying at home; she acknowledges her weaknesses and tires her best to improve; she’s very family-oriented; she has a lot of crushes???

That’s my thoughts about the first book, and I just want to repeat—BRANDON FLYNN FOR PETER KAVINSKY! YES PLEASE. THANK YOU.


This next part is all about the second book, if you haven’t read it yet I guess it’s better to leave out this part because it does contain some spoilers. They’re not in your face spoilers but still spoilers. (lol what, you get me right?)


Again here’s some of my notes while re-reading:

  • I love how Margot is more involved in this one.
  • Everything that Lara Jean bakes is heaven.
  • So much praise for bringing up the double standards and how the author handled that video “scandal”.
  • Kitty is growing up so fast awwww.
  • Yes for their Dad going on dates (and he’s actually getting married on the last book yayyy).
  • So to be honest, as far as I could remember I’m 100% team Kavinsky. Like I would go MAD, if they won’t end up together but after re-reading this…I think I like Peter less. Yup, I don’t know but maybe it’s in the way he treated Lara Jean and the way he handled the stuff with Genevieve?? And the fact that John Ambrose McClaren seems really appealing hmmm.

  • Yes, I’m leaning a bit towards John Ambrose McClaren because he’s such a doll. HE’S PERFECT FOR LARA JEAN, too perfect and that’s why it didn’t work I guess? I mean they’re too alike and by the means of love stories opposites always attract. But I really wish that his character would be given more chances on the next book.
  • I couldn’t tolerate all the girl hate. I’m okay with Gen being the ex-girlfriend and I actually liked the reason why she keeps on clinging to Peter but I was sick of how she treated Lara Jean? We could still steam up some drama and jealously without putting too much hate between the two girls. I guess, I’m just really tired of girl hate and the bffs-turned-enemies-troupe.

  • Lara Jean’s character development is one of the best, EVER. The way she realized everything in the end with that paragraph where the concept of Jung is explained was everything! I felt so proud of her.
  • I love how Peter is Lara Jean’s first boyfriend but not vice versa. I appreciate that Lara Jean trusted Peter so much even though Gen was always around, but she totally lost it when she so them hugged. I like it because it showed maturity and how you can still care for the person even though you’re not together anymore. Again with the concept of, Jung, that connection between two people.

In the end, I highly appreciated this book because it had a lot to offer and dealt about relevant and complex themes. But I didn’t enjoyed it as much, I still adored every fluffy and heartwarming scene with Peter and Lara Jean but I took off one star from my previous 5-star rating. And I’m no longer 100% team Kavinsky, maybe just 75% haha.


But that doesn’t mean that I’m less excited to read the last book because I’M STILL FREAKING EXCITED AND I’M MORE HYPED UP NOW. I’m also really jealous that it’s already published in some countries now. LIKE WHYYYYY MUST I WAIT LONGER??? But it’s just a few days to go, I can do this.

What I’m excited about Always and Forever, Lara Jean—other than knowing if she’ll end up with Peter or not—is Lara Jean’s character growth and development. I feel like we’re going through the same journey for I’ll also be entering my senior year this June and I’m feeling all that pressure about college, if I’m going somewhere very far or just near here. It’s like a preview to my senior year but without the boyfriend or any love life because I haven’t found my real life Kavinsky or McClaren yet. So yes, I’m so excited to know where Lara Jean is headed, and of course I’m curious about Kitty too.

UGHHH. WHY CAN’T THE DAYS GO FASTER?! Hopefully we all are going to be satisfied with the last book, and with the ending. The wait is making me anxious but I trust Jenny Han, she won’t let us down. Hopefully.


That’s all for this post, thank you so much for reading until the end! Now it’s time to fangirl some more!

Have you read these books before? Did you like them too? ARE EXCITED FOR ALWAYS AND FOREVER, LARA JEAN? Are your team Kavinsky or team McClaren? Did you re-read the books too? Let’s talk in the comments!

Hope that you’re having a great day today, happy reading and blogging! 

Please do leave any comments, thoughts, messages, reactions, and/or suggestions! Thank you for reading.

Until next time,


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32 thoughts on “Thoughts While Re-reading: To All the Boys I’ve Loved Before and P.S. I Still Love You

  1. GIRL Are we twins, I did a reread discussion of these two books on my blog too LOL I totally agree with you about Peter being a dick in the 2nd book but as much as he frustrated me, I kind of liked it at the same time? I guess I’ve had enough of perfect male love interests in YA haha. I thought Peter was really realistic; I could see a lot of people I know in him. I freaking loved all the baked goods Lara Jean talks about too! I want them snickerdoodles plss. I’m excited to see where Lara Jean decides to go to college after this. And obviously cannot wait for all the Peter and Lara OTP moments. Ahh, you’re making me so excited for the next one; I’ve already preordered it LOL and the preorder edition apparently comes with recipes and a playlist so yaas. We should buddy read it when it comes out =)

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    • OMG YAY! I see your point there, I guess Peter was pretty realistic and I still love him though haha. I haven’t even tasted a snickerdoodle yet! I heard that the last book will make us crave for chocolate chip cookies, lol I’m already craving for some. I LIVE FOR LARA JEAN AND PETER MOMENTS!! 😍😍😍

      OMG I’M SO EXCITED AND JEALOUS!! Pre-orders aren’t available here and shipping from US costs an arm or two, so I’ll just be running to the bookstore as soon as it comes out!! YASSSS, WE DEFINITELY SHOULD!! Just tell me when you want to start. 😉💕

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  2. aww, I loved this post! I was always thinking about cake too. ❤
    AND I'M SO EXCITED FOR THE THIRD BOOK! I read the first two in portuguese, so I have to wait until they translate this one, which means more time waiting 😦

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    • CAKE IS THE BEST 💕💕💕 Omg, the book is out now I hope the translated version comes out soon too!! Good luck with waiting, Marta! At least there’s a lot of other releases this and last month to devour while you wait. 😊

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      • I have some amazing books on my shelf that I want to read, that’s the only way I’ll keep myself from thinking about this one so much haha


  3. Ooooh this review makes me SO HYPED for the third book and also makes me want to reread the first two books! I’m conflicted now over who I actually like with Lara Jean because I have a terrible memory but both of the guys have their sweet moments!! ❤ I really need to reread the first two books haha.

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  5. I feel in future if she end s up with either Peter or John Ambrose McLaren I will be super happy. I guess both of them were different. Like she loved Peter presently but falling in love with John would come to her easily.

    And I really like the end chapters . How peter gets jealous . And when he tries to give her the bday gift makes me cry every single time.

    Because you know even if Peter and Lara Jean don’t emo up together it was a perfect first love.

    Bit one thing really disturbed me. Peter and his ex girl friend were having sex when they were in 9/10 grade which was just toooo early.

    And I was lucky enough that when I started reading this series all the parts had realised. So k felt it was one long book .

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    • Have you read the last book? I’m really happy how everything ended, and it’s still one of my favorite series. Yes, Lara Jean was so lucky to have Peter as her first love it was so sweet. I can’t remember if I was bothered with Peter and his ex having sex but as long as it was consensual, then it’s okay?? Anyway, I get how it would feel like one long book haha. I really hope you enjoyed the whole series as well ❤

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      • Hey so you are right when I read the book it didn’t bother me what Peter did it his last relationship because I was so focussed on him and Lara Jean. But its just I read a few posts and comments and that made me realise that. So yeah. 😅🙈🙈

        I read the third part. I love the ending. How he tells he about their meet cute. That was the perfect ending. Like the book was on a high and Jenny Han left it on a high. I really liked their New York trip and the possibility that that could be their future some day

        And you must have heard about the movie right.? I am so excited 💛💃💛💛❤️


  6. I’m actually reading P.S. I still love you right now! I really enjoyed the first book so I bought the next two books and now I’m trying to get through them (while wanting to read everything else also)!

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