Finding Audrey by Sophie Kinsella
My Rating: ★★★☆☆ (3/5)
Synopsis from Goodreads:
An anxiety disorder disrupts fourteen-year-old Audrey’s daily life. She has been making slow but steady progress with Dr. Sarah, but when Audrey meets Linus, her brother’s gaming teammate, she is energized. She connects with him. Audrey can talk through her fears with Linus in a way she’s never been able to do with anyone before. As their friendship deepens and her recovery gains momentum, a sweet romantic connection develops, one that helps not just Audrey but also her entire family.
“Most people underestimate eyes. They’re infinite. You look someone straight in the eye and your whole soul can be sucked out in a nanosecond. Other people’s eyes are limitless and that’s what scares me.”
To say that I didn’t enjoy reading this would be a lie. It was a refreshing book because it approached something serious like mental illness in a lighthearted way.
Audrey was diagnosed with Social and General Anxiety Disorder. She has temporarily stopped going to school, locked herself up inside the house, and could only interact with the ones she labeled as “safe people”. And oh, she wears dark glasses 24/7 to avoid eye contact.
The family aspect of this was incredibly comical. Frank, his older brother who is “addicted” to a computer game called LOC; her mother who is obsessed with trying to stop her son’s addiction to computer games; and her father who is trying his best to support his wife’s established rules. The family dynamic was funny, quirky, and reading it felt like watching a sitcom, I kept waiting for the collected sound of laughter from the audience. That being said some the scenes didn’t feel very realistic to me, it was too comical especially the character of Audrey’s mother.
This is my first Sophie Kinsella book, I didn’t know what to expect. But I guess that her writing style is really on point, it was lighthearted, well written and filled with humorous dialogue.
I have two issues with this book. First, is that I was underwhelmed with the details of Audrey’s anxiety disorder. Something happened in the past but it was never elaborately discussed. I thought that it was just finding the perfect moment to be dropped, but it never did. This may not bother other readers but I wanted it to have more depth with what triggered her anxiety.
And the second one which really bothered me and hindered me from truly enjoying this book is the Romance. Linus, is a lovable character—sweet, supportive, and thank goodness he wasn’t used a magical cure for mental illness—maybe, he’s so lovable that’s why Audrey INSTANTLY fell in love with him. I was so put-off by the sudden attraction of Linus to Audrey, it lacked depth and was under developed. I couldn’t deny that they became a really cute couple, there was a lot of warm and fuzzy moments but I the critical part of me kept asking where did the attraction came from? Because they literally met a couple of times, where in Audrey actually flee at the sight of him, pass a few notes to each other, and then POOF…they’re making out. Insta-love is real strong in this one.
Overall Audrey’s character was remarkably developed, she left like realistic teenager living with anxiety and panic attacks. Mental illness was also portrayed very well, her journey towards recovery was believable. She wasn’t magically cured by any means or by anyone, it was a series of ups and downs, and in the end she has progressed a lot but still far away from being cured. I commend the author for her approach with this book. It was a fun and quick read, it’s a shame that it didn’t fully deliver for me. Nevertheless, I still recommend this to anyone who wants to read something humorous and lighthearted.
“I think what I’ve realized is, life is all about climbing up, slipping down, and picking yourself up again. And it doesn’t matter if you slip down. As long as you’re kind of heading more or less upwards. That’s all you can hope for. More or less upwards.”
I just had to mention these, every time I see, read, or think about the title it always reminds me of Finding Dory! And the name Linus, reminds me of Linux the Operating system with a penguin logo. So basically I picture Linus as a penguin.
That’s all, thank you so much for reading. If you want to read more book reviews from this blog, just click here. And you could also find my reviews in Goodreads.
I tried reading this last year but for some reason really couldn’t get into the story. :3
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That’s too bad though I could totally understand. And you’re not really missing a lot from not having to read this book. 😅
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I can’t stand insta love in books, it’s why I generally avoid contemporary romance.
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Ugh me too, it really ruins the book for me. I don’t avoid contemporary romance however, I do try my best to avoid those with insta-love. 😅
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I liked the other books by Kinsella but haven’t read this one yet…
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Oh you should definitely try this one, because it’s her first YA book. Maybe you’ll like it too, or maybe not…😄
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I love Sophie Kinsella and I meant to pick this one up since it came out and was all over the bookshops but I keep forgetting about and pushing it back. Thanks for reminding me again.
And I really enjoyed your review. I’m a bit worried about the insta-love but I think I’ll enjoy the book nevertheless, hopefully!
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You’re welcome! It’s really an enjoyable read once you get past the insta-love. Thanks! 💞
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I love your very honest and raw review. That particular detail bothered most readers but I’m glad it was still an overall enjoyable read for you. ❤
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Thank you! 😄💞
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Even though this clearly isn’t the greatest book ever (instalove…*barfs* it’s the first time a book by Sophie Kinsella actually piques my interest! *Strokes chin*
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Haha, you should read it! Maybe you’ll love it…maybe not, but you’ll never know unless you try! 😂😂💞
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I’m so happy you liked this one! It seems like the author really goes at the mental illness aspect from a very light-hearted perspective, which I appreciate very much. And the family SOUNDS ABSOLUTELY HILARIOUSS. 😀 Something I think I’d enjoy! But ugh, so sorry the romance was so instantaneous. That kind of romance just doesn’t have depth in the end, and isn’t really enjoyable to read.
Either way, awesome review!
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You should give it a try, the humor was really good. Sighs, the romance was really a downside but still an enjoyable read. Thank yoy! 😄
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*you 😅😅
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I’ve been eyeing this book in the stores for such a long time. Is it worth buying though? Insta-love is just a big no no for me. 😦
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I feel you, my local NBS had this book for like months. I think that it is, if you enjoy reading something light and funny but yes, the insta-love may hinder you from truly enjoying it. 😅
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